A way to break the spell. The spell he set off trying to revive himself. Not a problem except for the part he has to explain himself.
His hands fly up and slap over his mouth.
Does it really matter if they know? Does it matter when so many have found him out or otherwise been told by him? Does any of it matter any more when he can't even get this right? It's not like he's saving himself pity. It's not like the school and all the damn world doesn't know he's a mess, worthless and stupid and no better than...
His fingers dig into his jaw but the spell keeps pressing, demanding, give, give, give. His magic flickers through his body.
No, no, no, it does matter because it's supposed to be his choice. His hands fly down and grip the edge of the seat he's own.
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His hands fly up and slap over his mouth.
Does it really matter if they know? Does it matter when so many have found him out or otherwise been told by him? Does any of it matter any more when he can't even get this right? It's not like he's saving himself pity. It's not like the school and all the damn world doesn't know he's a mess, worthless and stupid and no better than...
His fingers dig into his jaw but the spell keeps pressing, demanding, give, give, give. His magic flickers through his body.
No, no, no, it does matter because it's supposed to be his choice. His hands fly down and grip the edge of the seat he's own.
"I can't. I can't." He flickers again.