[...It's a weird feeling. He wants to throw up a wall because it's just a dumb party trick and he was useless and he didn't want people to know just how useless, but... Kano is asking about him. That's sort of a nice, warm feeling in his chest.]

Uh. Sorta depends. I used to have to touch what I was changing, so it just fucking sorta became a habit. I guess. [He doesn't change his sitting position, but one hand fidgets where it is, index nail scratching into the floor.] Shit I've done I don't have to look at, s'just easier, but if someone else wrote it, I gotta see. Might change as I practice more.