[ she finally snaps, turning her body to face him properly. she's still trying to hold back, but ellie has never been quite good at holding back the flood. ]
I don't care if you disappear for a day or a week. Yeah, no shit that I'm going to worry no matter what but at least I know you didn't just vanish and die on me.
[ this is particularly new. sure, ellie might have thought about death now and then, but it's not something that was on the forefront of her mind nor was it something that she really considered herself with. after all, every teenager thinks that they're invincible, right? why really worry about you or someone else dying at that age? ]
And I don't have to sit here wondering what the fuck to do and whether I have to look for you now or later and if I'm even going to find you in one piece.
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[ she finally snaps, turning her body to face him properly. she's still trying to hold back, but ellie has never been quite good at holding back the flood. ]
I don't care if you disappear for a day or a week. Yeah, no shit that I'm going to worry no matter what but at least I know you didn't just vanish and die on me.
[ this is particularly new. sure, ellie might have thought about death now and then, but it's not something that was on the forefront of her mind nor was it something that she really considered herself with. after all, every teenager thinks that they're invincible, right? why really worry about you or someone else dying at that age? ]
And I don't have to sit here wondering what the fuck to do and whether I have to look for you now or later and if I'm even going to find you in one piece.