[Yuya flinches back as his forehead is hit, but he doesn't resist it. Probably wouldn't resist worse.]
I remember. He asked me, because he thought that's what I'd want.
[But he didn't ask this time, because Yuya's too unstable to talk to. How bad is he if he's less approachable than Toki in the middle of his mania? He couldn't even ask this time--because of him, because he's so unstable and difficult.]
So what do I do? He already left. [What Toki wants, it sounds like--the problem is him and he needs to adjust himself for Toki's sake, for everyone's sake. There's a certainty to that he clings to. If he can't cope with wha t he felt that night, what he did, then he just needs to push it down, hold it tight because nobody else can handle it, either.
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I remember. He asked me, because he thought that's what I'd want.
[But he didn't ask this time, because Yuya's too unstable to talk to. How bad is he if he's less approachable than Toki in the middle of his mania? He couldn't even ask this time--because of him, because he's so unstable and difficult.]
So what do I do? He already left. [What Toki wants, it sounds like--the problem is him and he needs to adjust himself for Toki's sake, for everyone's sake. There's a certainty to that he clings to. If he can't cope with wha t he felt that night, what he did, then he just needs to push it down, hold it tight because nobody else can handle it, either.
He's just a problem, so be less of one.]