Tobias (
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daybreakacademy2019-12-12 06:01 pm
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Who: Tobias, anyone
What: Birdboy in the days after the Galra plot
When: December 7th onwards
Where: Anywhere on campus, if you want!
Warnings: Harm to small mammals, probable discussion of the kidnapping & all that happened
Winter in France sucks. That's one hawk's very educated opinion, and he's sticking to it. It was not this cold where he used to live. Snow was rare and never lasted long--not to mention that he'd once had clothing and blankets and indoor heating. One of those he can still enjoy, but not when it's time to hunt.
Rude awakenings also suck. He can't recall ever thinking saving the world would be easy and painless, but--he wasn't ready. Maybe he never would have been ready. Could anyone?
What is he to do now? Carry on like nothing happened, it seems. Go to class, study and complete assignments in between classes, hunt when he can. No one is forcing him to, of course. Surely they would understand if he took a couple weeks off. He need only ask... but asking would be dangerously close to admitting his weaknesses. Admitting he can't handle it. Admitting he's in over his head. And that he can never do, not while people need him. It would be the first step down the slippery slope towards losing their trust.
He seems mostly the same as always, going about his usual routines. He's not the most talkative guy, surely no one will notice. He's hungrier than usual, though. Trying for a couple extra kills each day. Gotta gain back the weight he lost--he needs it to deal with the cold.
Unfortunately on top of everything else, the snow is not making it easy. Not as many small animals out and about. At least they're easy to spot against the white background. His latest hunt begins like any other. A sudden dive off of his perch and towards a mouse who suspects nothing, talons gripping it moments later, about to squeeze...
But it bites him with surprisingly sharp little teeth before he can end it and he drops it reflexively. Lucky mouse, unlucky hawk. It's hidden before he has a chance to try again. He should have been faster to kill...
< Great. Good going, me. >
What: Birdboy in the days after the Galra plot
When: December 7th onwards
Where: Anywhere on campus, if you want!
Warnings: Harm to small mammals, probable discussion of the kidnapping & all that happened
Winter in France sucks. That's one hawk's very educated opinion, and he's sticking to it. It was not this cold where he used to live. Snow was rare and never lasted long--not to mention that he'd once had clothing and blankets and indoor heating. One of those he can still enjoy, but not when it's time to hunt.
Rude awakenings also suck. He can't recall ever thinking saving the world would be easy and painless, but--he wasn't ready. Maybe he never would have been ready. Could anyone?
What is he to do now? Carry on like nothing happened, it seems. Go to class, study and complete assignments in between classes, hunt when he can. No one is forcing him to, of course. Surely they would understand if he took a couple weeks off. He need only ask... but asking would be dangerously close to admitting his weaknesses. Admitting he can't handle it. Admitting he's in over his head. And that he can never do, not while people need him. It would be the first step down the slippery slope towards losing their trust.
He seems mostly the same as always, going about his usual routines. He's not the most talkative guy, surely no one will notice. He's hungrier than usual, though. Trying for a couple extra kills each day. Gotta gain back the weight he lost--he needs it to deal with the cold.
Unfortunately on top of everything else, the snow is not making it easy. Not as many small animals out and about. At least they're easy to spot against the white background. His latest hunt begins like any other. A sudden dive off of his perch and towards a mouse who suspects nothing, talons gripping it moments later, about to squeeze...
But it bites him with surprisingly sharp little teeth before he can end it and he drops it reflexively. Lucky mouse, unlucky hawk. It's hidden before he has a chance to try again. He should have been faster to kill...
< Great. Good going, me. >

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[Look, sometimes you just casually respond to the telepathic bird voice, it's whatever. You get used to it.]
[For some reason, despite the fact that it's literally a snowy December day, Jail is still not wearing sleeves. Doesn't matter if the sun's out, she's still got these guns out.]
[But if she's stopping to chat, the cold probably isn't bothering her that much.]
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< Oh. Hey. Aren't you cold? >
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Amazing what a little runework in the stitching can do, huh?
[Sure enough, the pattern of the knitting does make some distinctly magical shapes. It'd probably be easier and faster to just wear a normal sweater, but that's no fun.]
How 'bout you? Feather coat doing the trick, or are you gonna be in the market for a teeny hat and scarf?
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< Thanks, but I feel like that'd be more of a nuisance than anything. Getting caught on branches and messing up my feathers. >
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[ There's a lot of food to eat, and Vivi's tried a lot of things, but he hasn't gone so far as to eat animals raw (...well, that he knows of. The Outlands are weird). ]
I can get you something.
[ The hawk has been nice to him, after all. He wants to be nice back. ]
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< Uh. I don't know. I don't... really eat 'people food'. >
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[ He's pretty sure there's a pet store in town? It's kind of weird though. ]
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[Cooked meat would be fine, in theory, if he knew more about what extra flavorings he can eat and what he can't...]
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[What other justification do you need, really.]
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Hmm...] < My legs don't have any feathers. >
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Tiny legwarmers...
[Jail. Jail, please. Hasn't this poor bird been through enough without you inflicting terrible early nineties fashion decisions on him?]
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[Why not, indeed. He's never worn anything modern or trendy in his life.]
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...Um. Like any raw meat, or...? [ What do you feed a hawk that you can also get from a school kitchen? Chicken? Beef? Pork? Do birds like this eat pork...?? ]
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[This feels strange. Wrong. For pity's sake, he's just a little kid.]
< But you don't have to go to any trouble. I'll get another chance sooner or later. >
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[ He runs off and returns with 'basically whatever he could ask for on short notice', which turns out to be a bowl of raw beef scraps. Someone may have been under the impression he wanted to feed a dog or something.
He places the bowl on the ground. ]
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Until the kid comes back with a feast.]
< Oh. > [He almost sounds surprised.] < You did it. Thanks, kid. >
[He swoops down to land beside the bowl...]
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[There are probably legwarmers out there that don't come in obnoxious neon colors, but there's pretty much zero chance of her showing him any of them.]
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[Magic. Magic is still wonderful, despite everything. The more he can use, the better.]
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[ Rather than leaving, he sits nearby and takes out what looks like his own lunch. It appears to be a haphazardly cut sandwich. ]
Is it okay if we eat together? I like to eat with people. It's less lonely that way.
If you want to be alone, that's okay too, though. [ He just likes keeping people company. Plus, it's cold outside and eating outside...by yourself...when it's cold? Sounds kind of sad? ]
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[It is?]
[Jail pauses, a thought occurring to her.]
Y'know, crochet is mostly working with hooks, 'stead of straight needles like knitting. [She gestures at his sharp, curved claws.] Might actually have a natural talent for it, if you wanna try.
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It doesn't muffle his 'voice' any, of course.]
< Uh, sure. You're not cold or anything? I guess you have a lot of layers on. >
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[Actually, he didn't. He cocks his head, considering.]
< With one foot, though? Because otherwise I'd have to lie on my back or something, and there's only so long I can do that before I get stiff. >
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Maybe we could make you a tiny chair or something?
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[Though it could make for good gifts next Christmas. If they make it that long.]
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< I'd totally be down for making a video, if people weren't so crazy about 'secrecy' and the veil. >
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Maybe someday, youtube'll be ready for the truth. ...just don't read the comments section.
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It's the internet. You'll be lucky if that's as far as it goes.
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[Puffed up against the cold, nice and fluffy, trapping the warmth inside.]
< Don't you have some feathers yourself? > [Let's not mention the only reason he knows this is because the kid was pulling them out...]
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< Oookay. I won't read the comments then, in my hypothetical video future. >