She wants to get up and pace so badly but knows that doing so would give away a lot of how she's feeling and she's not too keen on giving them any of that. For all she's progressed, sometimes she still has those moments and situations where she reverts to how she used to be. Not the best of times.

"It's not as if I don't have all the free time in the world outside of classes. I literally only deal with the self-defense club and the damn mechanics club." Which, really, is fight club and excuses for her to work on her bike. That's it. That's all.

"I'd rather it not get in the way and having to work on two things at once, that seems like a piss poor idea to learn either."