It's... I'm not sure. Maybe it's because of me? Something about how I think, or see things.

[Or because of the Giraffe.

She winces, though. She knew Toki was troubled, and just hearing it described... that says a lot. He experiences those things happening to him. That's a visceral experience that she's never had. On the one hand, she's grateful. On another, sometimes, it feels like watching something and being helpless to change it.]

I always feel like... mine are a show. Something I'm just forced to watch. Sometimes, it's on a stage or a movie screen.

Does painting yours help?