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daybreakacademy2019-11-02 11:02 am
betheman) wrote in daybreakacademy2019-11-02 11:02 am
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NOVEMBER BLUES
Who: Gongenzaka, and Y O U
What: Gongenzaka's gloomy mood is finally out in full swing in Yuuya's absence
When: Nov 1
Where: An Ambiguously Described Practice Room; FOR GREAT OPEN OPPORTUNITY...
Warnings: Pretty heavy chatter potential- lots of depressing moods involved.
It has been a long month.
At some point at the start of it, the only thing they had really been recovering from in the immediate moment was the Hunt. The Lord's 'boon' for besting his challenge still lays where it was placed mere hours after, and as of now likely gathers dust. It hadn't mattered, a few hours later.
Someone else had.
He wonders, what would have happened if they did not press for the 'soul test'. Would things still have happened this way? After Yuuya left for Japan again, Gongenzaka naturally kept up with texting, but even soon after things had 'settled', texts began to feel hollow. He probably should have expected that.
Yuuya liked to pretend things were okay (and so did he), no matter the cost.
He missed him already.
The month had been filled with work. He threw himself into it. He was a Seneschal now, had been before Yuuya even left the school for Japan again, and he had responsibilities. Maybe not as many as he was taking on, which of course meant half of them were actually made up schoolwork related ones, but it worked out. Especially near Halloween, where they had to set up for the ball. And then....
...
And then it was over.
The morning after Halloween, Gongenzaka very nearly ends up sleeping where he started dozing off at the bonfire during the party. He barely makes it back to his dorm, and barely makes it out for that matter, which is impressive given that the straightlaced bear absolutely did not have a single bit of alcohol to drink. Classes go...normally. After classes...
He's trying to practice his greensprout techniques. Genuinely, he is. His faith and heart are even in the right place! But, very likely, the brush gods themselves are trying to say please take a break. Gongenzaka stares at his trimmed bonsai, currently placed on a table within one of the more public practice rooms of the school, and finds himself thinking of little more than the time he used the same tree to try and reassure Yuuya of himself.
...
Gongenzaka can currently be spotted with his face pressed firmly against the desk. He may look dead. He really isn't.
Maybe poke him anyway.
What: Gongenzaka's gloomy mood is finally out in full swing in Yuuya's absence
When: Nov 1
Where: An Ambiguously Described Practice Room; FOR GREAT OPEN OPPORTUNITY...
Warnings: Pretty heavy chatter potential- lots of depressing moods involved.
It has been a long month.
At some point at the start of it, the only thing they had really been recovering from in the immediate moment was the Hunt. The Lord's 'boon' for besting his challenge still lays where it was placed mere hours after, and as of now likely gathers dust. It hadn't mattered, a few hours later.
Someone else had.
He wonders, what would have happened if they did not press for the 'soul test'. Would things still have happened this way? After Yuuya left for Japan again, Gongenzaka naturally kept up with texting, but even soon after things had 'settled', texts began to feel hollow. He probably should have expected that.
Yuuya liked to pretend things were okay (and so did he), no matter the cost.
He missed him already.
The month had been filled with work. He threw himself into it. He was a Seneschal now, had been before Yuuya even left the school for Japan again, and he had responsibilities. Maybe not as many as he was taking on, which of course meant half of them were actually made up schoolwork related ones, but it worked out. Especially near Halloween, where they had to set up for the ball. And then....
...
And then it was over.
The morning after Halloween, Gongenzaka very nearly ends up sleeping where he started dozing off at the bonfire during the party. He barely makes it back to his dorm, and barely makes it out for that matter, which is impressive given that the straightlaced bear absolutely did not have a single bit of alcohol to drink. Classes go...normally. After classes...
He's trying to practice his greensprout techniques. Genuinely, he is. His faith and heart are even in the right place! But, very likely, the brush gods themselves are trying to say please take a break. Gongenzaka stares at his trimmed bonsai, currently placed on a table within one of the more public practice rooms of the school, and finds himself thinking of little more than the time he used the same tree to try and reassure Yuuya of himself.
...
Gongenzaka can currently be spotted with his face pressed firmly against the desk. He may look dead. He really isn't.
Maybe poke him anyway.
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[Oh? Gongenzaka slowly raises his head up, and looks under the table. Well. He sure has been caught in a slump.]
O-Oh... ...Are you worried, perhaps..?
[He's also still a bit distracted by the mood itself.]
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Which means a sigh.
And a head clunk on the table.
....
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.]