[ Miach is maybe not exactly the kind of person one would go to on advice regarding friends. In fact, she's never had a friend in her life before... well, before Nana, ironically. But she's read books, many many books. The views of authors upon authors and characters upon characters. Thus she considers her theoretical grasp on the concept quite decent - and she certainly has an idea what she herself would want out of it. ]
Is it friendship to hide all this away and simply uphold an atmosphere of happiness like you're taking care of an artificial biotope? That's 'getting along', that's 'coexisting in harmony', that's all the things society would like to tell us are only good and proper...
But what good is it to you when you spend all your time in the biodome wondering when the walls will break? Is it really friendship yet, when you can't be sure that it will endure your true feelings?
You say you're not alone now, but you sound lonely. You yourself don't believe in this surface reflection of kinship.
This kind of world fits your true ideal as little as it does mine. We want something real, don't we?
[ Miach's part of the impromptu paino duo has faded out now, because now her full attention is on Nana. She's turned slightly on the bench to be able to watch the other girl with probing attentive eyes. ]
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[ Miach is maybe not exactly the kind of person one would go to on advice regarding friends. In fact, she's never had a friend in her life before... well, before Nana, ironically. But she's read books, many many books. The views of authors upon authors and characters upon characters. Thus she considers her theoretical grasp on the concept quite decent - and she certainly has an idea what she herself would want out of it. ]
Is it friendship to hide all this away and simply uphold an atmosphere of happiness like you're taking care of an artificial biotope? That's 'getting along', that's 'coexisting in harmony', that's all the things society would like to tell us are only good and proper...
But what good is it to you when you spend all your time in the biodome wondering when the walls will break? Is it really friendship yet, when you can't be sure that it will endure your true feelings?
You say you're not alone now, but you sound lonely. You yourself don't believe in this surface reflection of kinship.
This kind of world fits your true ideal as little as it does mine. We want something real, don't we?
[ Miach's part of the impromptu paino duo has faded out now, because now her full attention is on Nana. She's turned slightly on the bench to be able to watch the other girl with probing attentive eyes. ]