[It's starting to hit him what he's just done. Where he is. He hauls himself up as much as he can with Yuya's help, the soles of his shoes sliding over the slippery lining of the pool to get leverage. When he does get out, he stays on his hands and knees, coughing up more water until there's none left and he can breathe again.
It's shallow, because he's starting to freak out. The weight of what happened is crushing. He had considered it only in very brief, fleeting moments, when things seemed so unbearably hard, but the thoughts never stayed for even long enough to grasp them before.]
Y-yuya. I'm s-sorry.
[The tears are coming and he doesn't realize it, just slowly tricking down amidst the water dripping from his hair. Oh my god. What did he do?]
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It's shallow, because he's starting to freak out. The weight of what happened is crushing. He had considered it only in very brief, fleeting moments, when things seemed so unbearably hard, but the thoughts never stayed for even long enough to grasp them before.]
Y-yuya. I'm s-sorry.
[The tears are coming and he doesn't realize it, just slowly tricking down amidst the water dripping from his hair. Oh my god. What did he do?]