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Entry tags:
✮ open/closed ✮
WHO: Toki, Adelaide, Nekane, Tsunade, + open
WHERE: various locations
WHEN: June (dates are arbitrary)
WHAT: friend date, conspiracy theories, therapy, shopping, confusion, Unchained/Rampage Plot (prompt 6)
WARNINGS: ***suicide attempt in prompt 6***, mental illness discussion, potential RNG seizure visions
CLOSED PROMPTS:
1; {Adelaide} - June 2nd, Aube 403
[Toki should have prearranged this, perhaps, but spur of the moment has always been more his speed. He carries a large basket, covered with a cloth, as well as a small cooler. He sets them down in the hallway outside Aube 403. It's late afternoon; it wouldn't do to take a vampire out during the middle of the day. Hopefully Adelaide has no plans for the evening; at least it's the weekend and she shouldn't have a class. He knocks on the door loudly.]
Adelaide~!
2; {Nekane} - June 4th, Nekane's office
[Toki has gathered all of his vision records. Three notebooks that were kept for the sole purpose of vision documentation, two notebooks generally used for classes that have vision notes interspersed throughout, printouts of old text files and sent messages, and a folder of printed photographs documenting other places he's written or drawn vision related information. There may some things missing that he'd completely forgotten about, but it's a thorough, if somewhat incomprehensible, record. As per faculty suggestion, he's come to Nekane's office to discuss his apparent misinterpretations and "conspiracies". He hesitantly knocks on the office door with no enthusiasm.]
3; {Tsunade} - June 17th, Tsunade's office
Also open to Ekkehardt, Hieke, and Lin, as any staff members who received this information are welcome to run with it for a wildcard option.
[As recommended by the faculty, Toki's mandatory therapy component of his disciplinary action verdict has been outsourced. The therapists on staff at the academy found themselves ill-equipped to provide sufficient care to the extent that was needed. Toki has been seeing a psychologist (Dr. Louise Katzenberg) and a psychiatrist (Dr. Etienne LeBlanc) at the hospital in Soleil. Sessions have been long and numerous, and he experienced several breakdowns while in their offices; something which did not work in his favor, and he has been kept at the hospital overnight on more than one occasion. After a thorough review of past behavioral accounts provided, and personal interactions and observations, a tentative diagnosis of several co-morbid illnesses has been recorded, and recommendations made in accordance. This information is now being shared with the academy therapists, counselors, and medical staff.
The doctors have made their diagnoses as follows:
paranoid schizophrenia
panic disorder
dissociative identity disorder spectrum
acute episodes of psychosis and mania
They believe Toki is a danger to himself and others in no uncertain terms. They feel his poor decisions and life choices stem from consistent incorrect perceptions of persecution and suspicion, that his impulsiveness and pressured speech are manifestations of a constant internal state of panic and anxiety. Though he has shown no distinct separate personality, they suggest it is only inevitable with his level of dissociation from reality and should be dealt with before there is a complete break in his psyche. They have noted repeated instances of brief psychosis and manic displays, and believe these can be significantly curbed with correct medications and continued psychotherapy. Behavioral correction is discussed as a future treatment should he make sufficient improvement.
Seven medications have been listed and prescribed. Six from the categories of anti-psychotics, sedatives, and mood stabilizers; the combination of which has been determined to have the least potential for negative interaction with each other. The seventh is an anti-convulsive for frequent seizure activity. Further recommendations include: the use of physical restraints and/or tranquilizers during any periods of acute psychosis and mania in which there is concern for safety, as well as consideration of a wheelchair should seizures remain uncontrolled with medication. Medications are to be left in the academy infirmary, as the doctors feel Toki is not capable of keeping a schedule, nor do they think he will comply if given any choice in the matter. There is a note beside this section in the report which states the academy should pursue legal action to declare Toki incompetent and thus restrict any medical and legal say he may have in the future. They have contacted his parents, who were unaware of his presence at the school, and were adamant that they were not his guardians and it was not their problem.
Toki was allowed to see the report, and he disagreed with the majority of it; absolutely livid by the time he finished reading it, even though he didn't completely understand everything. It resulted in screaming and accusations, which the doctors used as an example of paranoia and made a note of his reaction in an addendum, along with a statement that there is a place for him in the psychiatric wing of the hospital should the academy choose to leave his treatment solely to them.
Now, Toki's back at the academy after the report has been distributed. He waits impatiently in the comfortable chair in Tsunade's office while she reads through it all. It's taking all of his concentration not to scream.]
OPEN PROMPTS:
4; Network - June 3rd
hello~! as prom is approaching
i have an announcement!
if you can't find what you want at the market
and can't afford to shop elsewhere,
please contact me!
i'm organizing a shopping outing for those who are interested!
fully funded!
5; Quad - June 24th
[Around mid-day, Toki wanders the courtyard in the quad. He doesn't know where he's going, and only has a vague sense of where he came from. His jeans are covered in dirt and grass stains. His bare feet are also dirty, and bleeding in some places. He has no shirt on; his collarbones and ribs very prominent and his skin pale enough to be somewhat translucent in places. He's covered in scratches, some small and some longer; most are shallow, but a few bleed. Down the sides of both arms and across his abdomen are sloppy drawings in black marker; all of them either eyes by themselves or the Herald's face with vague and incomplete expressions. The occasional "It's watching!" or "They're coming!" is scrawled in Japanese along side the images. Dirt is caked under his fingernails and a couple of them are jagged and torn. He waves and smiles at anyone who passes by. There is nothing wrong here.]
6; Legionnaire Quarters - Pool - June 30th
***cw: suicide (unchained plot)***
[He's not allowed to swim, and he's never had the desire to do so here, but for some reason Toki enters the Legionnaire Quarters today and heads directly for the pool. He's completely dressed, did not bring a bathing suit, and has no intention of using the pool for recreation. He has another purpose. Today, it all became too much for him and he snapped; not a breakdown so much as an epiphany; a euphoria achieved once he made this decision. Escape. An end to it all. No more suffering.
He says nothing to anyone on his way through the building. He doesn't wave or smile at people around; doesn't seem to notice them. They don't matter. Nothing matters but this. Entering the room housing the Olympic sized swimming pool, Toki continues to take no notice of anyone in the vicinity. He strides directly the pool and jumps in. Expelling all the air in his lungs, he sinks to the bottom to sit there, almost peacefully. There's no conscious hesitation as he inhales the water, only the body's physical reaction of trying to save itself from death; choking and gasping and only bringing in more water. His lungs burn and then he feels nothing.]
7; Wildcard
Anything, anywhere~! Start something or plot on plurk (gratisfaction) or discord (snaretactics#6762).
WHERE: various locations
WHEN: June (dates are arbitrary)
WHAT: friend date, conspiracy theories, therapy, shopping, confusion, Unchained/Rampage Plot (prompt 6)
WARNINGS: ***suicide attempt in prompt 6***, mental illness discussion, potential RNG seizure visions
CLOSED PROMPTS:
1; {Adelaide} - June 2nd, Aube 403
[Toki should have prearranged this, perhaps, but spur of the moment has always been more his speed. He carries a large basket, covered with a cloth, as well as a small cooler. He sets them down in the hallway outside Aube 403. It's late afternoon; it wouldn't do to take a vampire out during the middle of the day. Hopefully Adelaide has no plans for the evening; at least it's the weekend and she shouldn't have a class. He knocks on the door loudly.]
Adelaide~!
2; {Nekane} - June 4th, Nekane's office
[Toki has gathered all of his vision records. Three notebooks that were kept for the sole purpose of vision documentation, two notebooks generally used for classes that have vision notes interspersed throughout, printouts of old text files and sent messages, and a folder of printed photographs documenting other places he's written or drawn vision related information. There may some things missing that he'd completely forgotten about, but it's a thorough, if somewhat incomprehensible, record. As per faculty suggestion, he's come to Nekane's office to discuss his apparent misinterpretations and "conspiracies". He hesitantly knocks on the office door with no enthusiasm.]
3; {Tsunade} - June 17th, Tsunade's office
Also open to Ekkehardt, Hieke, and Lin, as any staff members who received this information are welcome to run with it for a wildcard option.
[As recommended by the faculty, Toki's mandatory therapy component of his disciplinary action verdict has been outsourced. The therapists on staff at the academy found themselves ill-equipped to provide sufficient care to the extent that was needed. Toki has been seeing a psychologist (Dr. Louise Katzenberg) and a psychiatrist (Dr. Etienne LeBlanc) at the hospital in Soleil. Sessions have been long and numerous, and he experienced several breakdowns while in their offices; something which did not work in his favor, and he has been kept at the hospital overnight on more than one occasion. After a thorough review of past behavioral accounts provided, and personal interactions and observations, a tentative diagnosis of several co-morbid illnesses has been recorded, and recommendations made in accordance. This information is now being shared with the academy therapists, counselors, and medical staff.
The doctors have made their diagnoses as follows:
paranoid schizophrenia
panic disorder
dissociative identity disorder spectrum
acute episodes of psychosis and mania
They believe Toki is a danger to himself and others in no uncertain terms. They feel his poor decisions and life choices stem from consistent incorrect perceptions of persecution and suspicion, that his impulsiveness and pressured speech are manifestations of a constant internal state of panic and anxiety. Though he has shown no distinct separate personality, they suggest it is only inevitable with his level of dissociation from reality and should be dealt with before there is a complete break in his psyche. They have noted repeated instances of brief psychosis and manic displays, and believe these can be significantly curbed with correct medications and continued psychotherapy. Behavioral correction is discussed as a future treatment should he make sufficient improvement.
Seven medications have been listed and prescribed. Six from the categories of anti-psychotics, sedatives, and mood stabilizers; the combination of which has been determined to have the least potential for negative interaction with each other. The seventh is an anti-convulsive for frequent seizure activity. Further recommendations include: the use of physical restraints and/or tranquilizers during any periods of acute psychosis and mania in which there is concern for safety, as well as consideration of a wheelchair should seizures remain uncontrolled with medication. Medications are to be left in the academy infirmary, as the doctors feel Toki is not capable of keeping a schedule, nor do they think he will comply if given any choice in the matter. There is a note beside this section in the report which states the academy should pursue legal action to declare Toki incompetent and thus restrict any medical and legal say he may have in the future. They have contacted his parents, who were unaware of his presence at the school, and were adamant that they were not his guardians and it was not their problem.
Toki was allowed to see the report, and he disagreed with the majority of it; absolutely livid by the time he finished reading it, even though he didn't completely understand everything. It resulted in screaming and accusations, which the doctors used as an example of paranoia and made a note of his reaction in an addendum, along with a statement that there is a place for him in the psychiatric wing of the hospital should the academy choose to leave his treatment solely to them.
Now, Toki's back at the academy after the report has been distributed. He waits impatiently in the comfortable chair in Tsunade's office while she reads through it all. It's taking all of his concentration not to scream.]
OPEN PROMPTS:
4; Network - June 3rd
hello~! as prom is approaching
i have an announcement!
if you can't find what you want at the market
and can't afford to shop elsewhere,
please contact me!
i'm organizing a shopping outing for those who are interested!
fully funded!
5; Quad - June 24th
[Around mid-day, Toki wanders the courtyard in the quad. He doesn't know where he's going, and only has a vague sense of where he came from. His jeans are covered in dirt and grass stains. His bare feet are also dirty, and bleeding in some places. He has no shirt on; his collarbones and ribs very prominent and his skin pale enough to be somewhat translucent in places. He's covered in scratches, some small and some longer; most are shallow, but a few bleed. Down the sides of both arms and across his abdomen are sloppy drawings in black marker; all of them either eyes by themselves or the Herald's face with vague and incomplete expressions. The occasional "It's watching!" or "They're coming!" is scrawled in Japanese along side the images. Dirt is caked under his fingernails and a couple of them are jagged and torn. He waves and smiles at anyone who passes by. There is nothing wrong here.]
6; Legionnaire Quarters - Pool - June 30th
***cw: suicide (unchained plot)***
[He's not allowed to swim, and he's never had the desire to do so here, but for some reason Toki enters the Legionnaire Quarters today and heads directly for the pool. He's completely dressed, did not bring a bathing suit, and has no intention of using the pool for recreation. He has another purpose. Today, it all became too much for him and he snapped; not a breakdown so much as an epiphany; a euphoria achieved once he made this decision. Escape. An end to it all. No more suffering.
He says nothing to anyone on his way through the building. He doesn't wave or smile at people around; doesn't seem to notice them. They don't matter. Nothing matters but this. Entering the room housing the Olympic sized swimming pool, Toki continues to take no notice of anyone in the vicinity. He strides directly the pool and jumps in. Expelling all the air in his lungs, he sinks to the bottom to sit there, almost peacefully. There's no conscious hesitation as he inhales the water, only the body's physical reaction of trying to save itself from death; choking and gasping and only bringing in more water. His lungs burn and then he feels nothing.]
7; Wildcard
Anything, anywhere~! Start something or plot on plurk (gratisfaction) or discord (snaretactics#6762).
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[The elevator comes and he grabs the cooler again. It's a short ride to the first floor, but not completely uneventful, as Toki has a vision half-way between floor three and two, staring blankly and dropping the cooler... Darkness mostly, with swirling neon hues appearing like lightning flashes, leaving brached trails and afterimages... The cooler lid is disengaged when it hits the floor of the elevator. There are several transparent plastic cups with lids inside. Every one of them is filled with blood.]
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[There'll probably be plenty left.
She starts when he drops the cooler, instinctively reaching out to steady him. Just once she would like for him to not be bothered by things like visions getting in the way. Just once she would like for them to just have a conversation together.
She doesn't even pay the cups any mind, too concerned with how Toki's doing to notice.]
You alright?
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[Which is weird, but it's happened once before. Toki closes the cooler, but leaves it on the floor of the elevator until they leave. He doesn't mention the cups.]
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Granted, she doesn't know the half of how these things work, so maybe this is like. Standard. Seems more frustrating than something that means something.] Well, hopefully you don't get bothered by too many today.
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[That sentence doesn't get finished until they're outside the dorm, where the service yak is waiting.]
Yaku's coming~! He's not like completely accurate, but I have put my faith in him today!
[Faith that he will have enough warning from the yak to avoid falling off the rock or something.]
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Can I pet him?
[But back to the topic of visions...]
Maybe there's too much information to be sent at once, so you just get pieces of the puzzle?
[She...doesn't know how the yak helps, but. Stranger things have happened.]
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[He'll just stand there and do nothing; an indifferent yak.]
I think that's it; it's sort of what Professor Jailbreak was saying about visions! Like, we're all getting different pieces, or scattered information, for some things and that's why they use Cassandra to try and piece it all together in the end! It doesn't really make sense, though, because if it's really all like a Seer collective hivemind thing then what good are premonitions of the future if it takes too long to figure them out and you need to have so many other people's information to make a coherent picture!? So, I don't really subscribe to that theory!
no subject
Or they move on. Whichever comes first.]
Maybe it's just easier to understand the more pieces you have? Like, you don't know what the puzzle is with the pieces you have, but you might be able to guess, but you find someone with the other pieces and you realize for sure it's a picture of a horse?
I don't really know. I've never had a vision myself.
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[He gives Yaku a little tug to follow along, heading off-campus to the path to Soleil.]
Anyway! How are you, with everything?
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[She follows him, vaguely remembering the path they took to get to the rock in the first place.
At his question, she sighs.]
The last few weeks have been...a lot. [Dying, coming back to life, the daemon snake...it's all just been a lot.] But life goes on, you know? No point in dwelling on what's happened when there's still so much ahead of me.
[Or at least that's what she's telling herself.]
no subject
Right! There's so much yet to come!
[She'll have so many years.]
A hundred years from now, you might not even remember it!
[A luxury, perhaps.]
no subject
Exactly!
[And at that, she tilts her head and frowns.]
But I don't know. I'd like to remember all of this stuff - even the bad. I don't want to forget any of this. Any of you.
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[It's going to be so lonely for her, and he was intending to bring this up much later. After he asked her to prom at least. But now the time has come, and it's just sort of thrown out there.]
Would you make me a vampire? Then I can be with you forever.
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[All of the people, for one...Toki, Maverick, Rex. Even Nana and Kohaku. Everyone she's met has given her a new perspective, and it's meant the world to her to be able to get to know all of them without being burdened by who she used to be, who she's supposed to be. Even if not all of them know the truth...
It's a very different life she's living now.
Toki's question, though, gets her to pause. She's not...appalled or disgusted by it. She just doesn't know how to respond. Turning someone else into a vampire? She's pretty sure that would get her exiled from the clan immediately - she's already on shaky grounds with them just for existing - but also...
She can't see Toki as being someone who'd be happy with forever.]
Are you...are you sure you want that?
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[Because I love you. He can't say it yet. He had this planned.]
Because I don't want you to be lonely when everyone here is gone and maybe like you can wait until I'm older to do it, but Nightfall is... Maybe right now is the best time!? I just want to know if you would one day, if I wanted you to...
no subject
But...]
...I would. If you really wanted to, if you were sure about it, I would...I would consider it.
[If he was hurt, if he was dying...she'd probably change him with no hesitation. Maybe that makes her selfish.]
no subject
[He smiles, and would have grabbed her hand, but he has too many things to carry.]
Did you decide on a codename yet; going with Battalion?
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[She nods, though it's more out of reassuring herself that she's doing the right thing than agreement. The clan frowns upon turning humans, but...
If it came down to it, would it really be so bad?
She is glad for the change of topic, though.]
I think Battalion is the best so far...I mean, I'm not even sure how likely it'll be I'll need a codename.
no subject
[The path to Soleil isn't quite deserted, a few people here and there walking and a bus going by; likely the last run for the evening.]
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[She didn't manage to keep being a vampire a secret for very long, after all.]
Though maybe it'd be easier, if it was more like a game.
[What could go wrong with someone finding out who she is? It's fine.]
no subject
[But with the veil concealing the supernatural world as much as possible, can any of them be themselves to the population at large? Probably not.]
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What about you? Do you think you could have a secret identity?
[What kind of codename would even be best for Toki...]
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[Or he doesn't see himself that way.]
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[Anti-heroes are so edgy...That's more of Rex's bag, not Toki's.]
Though I think you could be a hero. You have the heart for it.
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[He smiles at her comment though.]
Really!? That's a good heart to have!
[When they get to the path leading off the road, the yak takes up too much space. He's tempted to leave Yaku by the side of the road. Ultimately, Toki gets him to follow them; trailing along behind as they make their way to the clearing.]
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