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kano ([personal profile] suddenlybees) wrote in [community profile] daybreakacademy2019-03-17 11:29 pm

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Who: Kano & OTA
What: magic practice, pettiness, finals
Where: Lumière, greenhouse, library
When: mid-month, before finals
Warnings: self-harm for prompt i., none expected for the rest
Notes: details of Kano's new Fey Contract can be found on his app

i. Lumière dormitory rooftop
[ Fey magic is a really... terrible, horrible, no good, very bad idea. But Kano is determined to make it work, this new Contract that he'd forged a couple of days ago, but it's just so different from his usual illusion magic that he'd worked ten whole years to get to the point where he is now, illusions seamless and effortless compared to him staring at his arm right now wondering what he's doing wrong?

Because his arm is bleeding, a bloody knife on his lap while he pokes at the wound with his other hand and it just comes back bloody, him wincing because it hurts and why isn't the magic working? There's nothing intuitive about this at all, and he has no idea how he's supposed to make it work, with the magic supposed to be healing and dulling pain but it's just doing the opposite for him, the pain making it hard to keep a smile on his face, and making him feel like crying a little.

With a sigh, he waves hand over the bleeding cut instead of touching it, and it disappears— simply masked underneath an illusion, but it's still there while he tries to figure out how to do this, preferably before he bleeds out.

It won't come to it, though. He has three years worth of band-aids stocked up, and he knew they would be useful someday. ]


ii. campus, on the way to the greenhouse or inside
[ But you know what always makes up for terrible days? Even more terrible ideas to get your mind off previous ones. This one isn't that bad, though, because it's something that'll have positive long-term consequences. Probably.

Anyways, it's Kano with long sleeves and pants and winter gloves and the hood of his jacket pulled over his head and eyes and also a bandanna over the rest of his face so he can have as little skin showing as possible. It isn't all because of botched healing practice, though, it's because he's lugging around a three gallon plastic jug in his arms— you know, one of those large plastic containers twice the size of your head that you can buy cheese balls in, but instead of cheese balls, it's bees.

It's a jar full of bees.

He had to ship them to a PO in town and then lug them all the way back to campus; this insect purchasing restriction is really an awful pain. ]


iii. library
[ But also, anyways, it's almost finals and while Kano did surprisingly okay on his midterms, he's got to do slightly more okay on his finals too, because exam scored are literally all that's carrying his grades without the homework to pad it.

So the library it is... Books, his arch nemesis... Him, sitting at one of the open study areas with a stack of brand new text books in front of him that barely look touched, a mug of something on the table that's a dark dark red to the point that it's almost black and also has four tea bags sitting inside it that's steeped so long the tea is no longer steaming, and also hands clamped over his ears like he's trying to block out ambient noise, or massage away a headache, or give himself a headache so he can go hang out in the infirmary for the next two weeks and not do finals.

Why does Daybreak have to be a school??? Schools suck. ]
deuteranope: (mav159)

[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[...just gonna lean in and poke the paper so all the words start fading away. what now, bitch.]
deuteranope: (mav036)

[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
And when your 24 hours are up and I get them back, I can make them reappear again.

[Plus he's been studying them for a while now, as one is supposed to do with notes.]
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I can still change my mind and sit on you.
Edited 2019-03-30 21:18 (UTC)
deuteranope: (mav177)

[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mav leans in and props his chin on the heel of his palm to accentuate his dumb grin.]

Ask nicely~ and actually study~
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[That makes him laugh, and he sits back again on his palms.]

Don't like the taste of your own medicine, huh? Alright, let's hear it.
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's not the actually answer, but he'll give it to him.]

You tried, and that's what's important.

[So yes, with a tilt of his head that lands his gaze on the notebook again, the various colors seep back into existence.]
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[...It's a weird feeling. He wants to throw up a wall because it's just a dumb party trick and he was useless and he didn't want people to know just how useless, but... Kano is asking about him. That's sort of a nice, warm feeling in his chest.]

Uh. Sorta depends. I used to have to touch what I was changing, so it just fucking sorta became a habit. I guess. [He doesn't change his sitting position, but one hand fidgets where it is, index nail scratching into the floor.] Shit I've done I don't have to look at, s'just easier, but if someone else wrote it, I gotta see. Might change as I practice more.
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
["Useful"... It directly goes against his inner monologue, so he can't stop the brief grimace or the way his nail stabs at the floor like it can break the surface if he tries hard enough.]

You don't have to fucking pretend... I know it's kinda shit. [But anyway...] I haven't done much with changing it back. I know I got books from a couple years ago that are still how I changed 'em to be, so as far as I know it's forever.
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-30 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh. He kind of freezes up, at that. Kano finding use for him was good... He'd love to help out his (thus far unconfirmed) friend, and his heart jumps with the urge to find out how, how!! But he's wary, too. What if he was just keeping Mav around and stringing him along until he finally found a use for him, and used it all up? A scary thought.]

You, uh, gonna expand on that at all, cricket?
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-31 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Unfortunately, that's exactly what he expected. Sigh.]

Whatever. Banana jammer wants me to send her notes in class, so that's as good a time as any to practice. She'll probably get a kick out of it.
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-31 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[benjamin you’re so fucking stupid]

I can’t pass you notes in a class you don’t fucking go to, now can I, dumbass?
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[personal profile] deuteranope 2019-03-31 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Just fucking go to class.

[He says, not knowing that after spring break the number of classes they share will be greatly reduced...]

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